a couple months ago i was messaging a friend very very sad & he asked wat the worst thing was that happened to me that week and likeeeee talk about bad timinggggg cause telling him i was drugged & raped a couple days prior was rlly justttttt
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nothing gets betterrrrrr life only gets weirderrrrrr 🥰
the fact that i’ve tried to kill myself 3 times in my life and failed each time just goes to show how much of a joke i am 😀
i am not having a good time.
i do not want to be alive.
is suicide really selfish? or is it selfish for people to want you to stay, knowing that you’re suffering.
i want this to be over. i’m good on the pep talks. i’m good on the motivational quotes and speeches. i want out. i…..NEED…..out.
BEFORE THE PARTY COMMENCES TONIGHT—HAPPY FREAKING BIRTHDAY TO MY GODDESS ON THIS EARTH!!!!! my voice of reason, my moral compass, my absolute HEART AND SOUL. MAMIIIIIII!!!!!! i don’t know what i’d do without you and i never wanna live to see the day, but you are so so so loved and i hope you know that. i lucked out with her, man. she’s fucking MAGIC. 😭🥳
https://www.instagram.com/p/B5bWNC2HSrT/?igshid=oibf9nfnsgt7
i hope no one tattoos my name on them when i die.
help.
god please help me.
I’m only writing this cause I barely have any followers on here and I need to vent somehow but it sucks knowing how badly I want to die and how much that would disappoint the people I care about. They expect more but I’m just not capable. And I don’t want to sound like I’m ungrateful for this life cause I know people have it so much worse but waking up knowing I lived to see another day is absolute torture. I really don’t think I can keep up with this much longer.
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